"Oildale (Leave Me Alone)"
Look at you
Feeling all good
You can't resist
You have to be all
Up in it
Don't it feel great
Talking Shit
I let it go.
[Chorus:]
Why don't you just leave me alone.
My heart's gonna break from the fall.
Holding on to petty things.
Feeling all the hate it brings.
Why don't you just leave me alone.
What a puss
Think you're so tough
I take this shit
All I had was
Love in me
It was so good
But that wasn't enough
You ripped it away
[Chorus]
All the disrespect
All the hypocrite
All the bullshit you took from me
You're such a piece of shit
Nothing but heretic
Sucking the life out of me
Fucker, you're gone without me
NOW!!!
[Chorus]
Leave me alone!
Leave me alone!
Leave me alone!
Leave me the fuck alone!
"Trapped Underneath The Stairs"
I'm drowning and sedated
Patiently Awaiting
For my mind to really come down
I'm afraid of being hated
Cuz I'm so Jaded
Not like everybody somehow
Trapped underneath the stairs
Dealing with the fears
Constantly it's silent and loud
I am who I am
There's nothing I can do
I try to hide it
and it keeps breaking through
I feel the world so different
than any one of you
Remember who you are
There's nothing you can do
I'm constantly debating
Why I'm always playing
Walking around with my head down
I don't want to be like anyone
What the fuck could I have done?
To deserve this terror somehow
Trapped underneath the stairs
Dealing with the fears
Constantly it's silent and loud
I am who I am
There's nothing I can do
I try to hide it
and it keeps breaking through
I feel the world so different
than any one of you
Remember who you are
There's nothing I can do
I'm not like 'em
Can't hide what I am
Like it or not
I push it down
it comes back again
The Medicine stopped working long ago
I am my problem
Inside has nowhere to go [X5]
Nowhere to fuckin' go!
I am who I am
There's nothing I can do
I try to hide it
and it keeps breaking through
I feel the world so different
than any one of you
Remember who you are
There's nothing I can do
You're always stuck with you [X2]
"Holding All These Lies"
Do you really want to see?
I don't think I can take this anymore
Do you wanna even I am nothing
I'm disgusting and so much more
Holding all the lies I told you
Feeling like somehow I spoiled you
Dying is a trial I've been to
This is the time for truth and pain
Do you really want to see the
Torment hatred of this world
Hand in a book and I believed it
All it brought me was pain and more
Holding all the lies I told you
Feeling like somehow I spoiled you
Dying is a trial I've been to
This is the time for truth and pain
Holding all the lies I told you
Feeling like somehow I spoiled you
Dying is a trial I've I been to
This is the time for truth and pain
I believe, I believe
Holding all these lies I told you
Holding all the lies I told you
Holding all these lies I told you
Holding all these lies I told you
Lies I told you....
Holding all the lies I told you
Feeling like somehow I spoiled you
Dying is a trial I've been to
This is the time for truth and pain
Truth is pain
Truth is pain
Truth is pain
Truth is pain
Truth is pain
I believe
I never meant to hurt you
I believe
I never meant to ?? you
I believe
I never meant to hurt you
I believe
I never meant to hurt you
"People Pleaser"
My wheels keep spinning backwards
They're spinning round and round and round
My heart can't sometimes take it
Bleeding til it's broken down
Why can't someone fuckin' tell me
What the fuck's going on?
Why don't we love each other?
Constantly beating others down
Now, I find it hard
to live, my own life
Pleasing everyone
While I'm, just dead inside
I wake up I can't breathe
I grip my sheets real tight
What the fuck is happening to me?
Damn right, I can't live this life
Can someone please tell me
What the fuck is going on?
Why don't we love each other?
Constantly beating others down
Now, I find it hard
to live, my own life
Pleasing everyone
While I'm, just dead inside
You wanna take me away
wanna take me away
to die
Life wants to take me away
It's gonna put me away
Tonight
Oh my god can't take this shit
Feeling like a lunatic
Holding your problems
inside my hand
Holding motherfuckin' shit
feeling like a lunatic
A place for your bullshit to hide [X5]
Can someone please tell me
What the fuck is going on?
Why don't we love each other?
Constantly beating others down
Now, I find it hard
to live, my own life
Pleasing everyone
While I'm, just dead inside
Just dead inside [X3]
I'm just dead inside
"Are You Ready To Live?"
I know what you're thinking
I know what you're thinking
I know where everything in this world surrounds me
I feel your breathing
I feel your screaming
I feel I can't go nowhere in this world without leaving
My mind plays tricks on me
I can't control it you see
I feel it beating down the fake around me
My mind plays tricks on me
It's unbelievable to see
I'm always testing the shit around me
Let me tell ya something
This shit is beaming
It won't leave me alone
My disease, I'm missing
You think you feel me
You think you know me
'Cause I'm the hell in your head
My mind plays tricks on me
I can't control it you see
I feel it beating down the fake around me
My mind plays tricks on me
It's unbelievable to see
I'm always testing the shit around me
Are you ready to live?
Are you ready to die?
All I do is give
Am I wasting my time?
I am ready to live
I am ready to die
All I do is give
Am I wasting my time? (No)
Yes I'm ready to live (No)
Yes I'm ready to die (No)
All I do is give (Ahh)
Am I wasting my time? (No I'm not!) [4x]
My mind plays tricks on me
I can't control it you see
I feel it beating down the fake around me
My mind plays tricks on me
It's unbelievable to see
I'm always testing the shit around me
Are you ready to live?
Are you ready to die?
All I do is give
Am I wasting my time?
Are you ready to live?
Are you ready to die?
All I do is give
Am I wasting my time?
All I do is give [3x]
"Never Around"
Hate is all around
If you see what I see
Definitely something's going on
These fingers
Pointed at me
The lying
The cheating
The hellish nights alone
While I am weeping
Just searching
Love is never around
All the waiting
Betraying
The one thing I hold sacred in my life is
Left hanging
And I'm never around
Let go
And I will truly be free
Just let go
Her mind really is the disease
So just go
Enjoy everything I received
So let go
And I will kill this unease
Let's turn this around
I'll look down on me
Now I see what's going on
Warned about you all and not me
The prying
The cheating
The hellish nights alone
While I am weeping
Just Searching
Love is never around
All the waiting
Betraying
The one thing I hold sacred in my life is
Left hanging
And I'm never around
Let go
And I will truly be free
Just let go
My mind is really the disease
So just go
Enjoy everything I received
So let go
And I will kill this unease
[Laughter]
Hate is all around
If you see what I see
Definitely something's going on
These fingers
Pointed at me
Pointed at me
These fingers
Pointed at me
Let go
And I will truly be free
Just let go
Her mind is really the disease
So just go
Enjoy everything I received
So let go
And I will kill this unease
"The Past"
You chose to take
From the past
You want a game
That's built to last
Cause love without affection
Is hate without the pain
Life is a connection
Seperate from the brain
You chose to take
From the past
Can't you see the pain in my eyes?
Can't you see the betrayal in disguise?
I can't live with all your lies again
I can't trust anything even you my friend
You wanna lay
In the past
You'll do anything
To make your pain last
Cause love without affection
Is hate without the pain
Life is a connection
Seperate from the brain
You just take
From the past
Can't you see the pain in my eyes?
Can't you see the betrayal in disguise?
I can't live with all your lies again
I can't trust anything even you my friend
Run away, go away [x30]
Can't you see the pain in my eyes?
Can't you see the betrayal in disguise?
I can't live with all your lies again
I can't trust anything with you my friend
Can't you see the pain in my eyes?
Can't you see the betrayal in disguise?
I can't live with all your lies again
Is this the end?
"Let The Guilt Go"
All the lying and cheating will surely bite you
Dishonesty tears you apart and will eat you
All the anger and pain and the suffering and the shame
And the voices in your brain will surely haunt you
Let the guilt go, let the guilt go, let the guilt go, let the guilt go
I tell you one thing which leads to another thing
Then I backtrack which leads to hurt feelings
Then my brain spins off of fucking everything
When this happens I can't break through
All the anger, the pain and the suffering, and the shame
And the voices in your brain will really haunt you
Let the guilt go, let the guilt go, let the guilt go, let the guilt go
I tell you one thing which leads to another thing
Then I backtrack which leads to hurt feelings
Then my brain spins off of fucking everything
When this happens I can't break through
Now we waste our lives away
Letting guilt lead the way
I'm such a stupid fuck
Listening to my head and not my gut
Constantly thinking and thinking and thinking
And thinking and thinking and thinking
Now we waste our lives away
Letting guilt lead the way
I tell you one thing which leads to another thing
Then I backtrack which leads to hurt feelings
Then my brain spins off of fucking everything
When this happens I can't break through
I tell you one thing which leads to another thing
Then I backtrack which leads to hurt feelings
Then my brain spins off of fucking everything
When this happens I can't break through
"Lead The Parade"
Lost and alone
I'm out of the stone
Repeat this process everyday
Nothings my own
The dreams that I've grown
I won't control and throw away
I need to make the decisions
I need to make it right
I need to lead the parade
Or this shit will fucking take my life
I want to kill the decisions
I want to make it right
I want to pass this test
And complete my tormented life
This curse is my own
It follows me home
Its like a child that wants to play
The thoughts in my brain
The subconscious pain
Makes me think why do I stay
I need to make the decision
I need make it right
I need to lead the parade
Or this shit will take my life
I want to kill the decisions
I want to make it right
I want to pass this test
And complete my tormented life
I want to kill the decisions
I want it to be right
I want to pass this test
And complete this tormented life
Happy, everything was wonderful
So happy, it's beautiful
I need to make the decision
I need to make it right
I want to kill the decisions
I want to make it right
I want to pass this test
And complete my tormented life
I want to kill the decisions
I want to make it right
I want to pass this test
And complete my tormented life
I'm happy, I knew you'd make it right
Everything is wonderful
"Move On"
Feeling out of place
Something must be wrong
Emotions in my space
Tight grip holding on
I cant control the events around me
I can't console the stress inside me
And once I turn off my brain
I realize I am alive
I want you to see
I'm trying to please
Everyone around me
I'm down on my knees
The stress makes me bleed
It feels like they're all stabbing me
Feeling out of place
Why must I hold on
Anger I can taste
?Time itself? is gone
I can't control the events around me
I can't console the stress around me
And once I turn off my brain
I realize I am alive
I want you to see
I'm trying to please
Everyone around me
I'm down on my knees
The stress makes me bleed
It feels like they're all stabbing me
What the fuck do you want from me
I am just a human being
Living my life to please everyone
I can't do this anymore
Being everybody's whore
Being everybody's whore
Being everybody's whore
Being everybody's whore
Being everybody's whore
For once, I'm gonna stand up and ??
I want you to see
I'm trying to please
Everyone around me
I'm down on my knees
The stress makes me bleed
It feels like they're all stabbing me
... being everybody's whore... [x3]
"Fear Is A Place To Live"
I feel you all around me
Your voice, it surrounds me
You keep telling me what I want to hear
You're beautiful, so talented, I need you, we got a thing
You ever need something I'll be right there
Fear is a place to live
Rip off the mask from your head
Show me the real face that you hide
I see you from a mile away
Keep staring, acting like you gotta say
You're beautiful, so talented, I need you, we got a thing
You ever need something I'll be right here
Fear is a place to live
Rip off the mask from your head
Show me the real face that you hide
Fake ass people surround me
They're always nice to begin
Digging their claws
Fake ass people surround me
Digging their claws right in me
They're always nice to begin but
I always get fucked in the end
Fake ass people surround me
Digging their claws right in me
They're always nice to begin but
I always get fucked in the end
I always get fucked in the end
I always get fucked in the end
I always get fucked in the end
I always get fucked in the end
Fear is a place to live
Rip off the mask from your head
Show me the real face that you hide
FAKE ASS, FAKE ASS
Fear is a place to live
Rip off the mask from your head
Show me the real face that you hide
"Pop A Pill"
Well look at this
I see clearly now
Look at this
I can feel it now
Happiness
Is seldom found
Pop the pill
I’m so damn happy now
Feeling things crawl on me
I need my fix today
This is way beyond me
I can’t live without you today
Well look at this
I see colors now
Look at this
I’m butt ugly now
Happiness
Is seldom found
Pop the pill
I’m so damn happy now
Feeling things crawl on me
I need my fix today
This is way beyond me
I can’t live without you today
You today, you today
I don't give out anything around me
Even all the love that surrounds me
Make me, Even me
I don't give out anything
I do this to shut off the voice
Within, within, within!
I don't give out anything
Feeling things crawl on me
I need my fix today
This is way beyond me
I can’t live without you today
You today, you today, you today
Feeling things crawl on me
I need my fix today
This is way beyond me
I can’t live without you today
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